Sunday 29 May 2011

May 29/11

Hi: This is my first post. I wanted a venue to share thoughts, ideas and things in my life etc.
The first of which is becoming a part of a co. that has green products. I signed on in Oct. as not only a customer but a Marketing Agent as well. Let me tell you, that has been the hardest thing I have done in a long while. It isn't easy for me to talk to people and try to convince them to see something. Usually they are too busy, don't want to be a part of anything. So consequently they don't want to see it. Or if they do see it they still don't want to be a part of it.
I can't handle the stress of it anymore! My stomach is in knots everyday when I wake up and know, oh today I have to phone someone and try to get them to see what I am doing.
So I have made the decision to be a customer and let the bus. part of it go for the time being. Now that I have made that decision I feel Free! A huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. For the first time in a long while on Sat. I woke up feeling free, no knot in my stomach no stress!
I mean the products are great, I don't want to give them up! Trying to convince people to join is tough. Maybe I'm not saying it right. Maybe they can sense the stress in my voice I don't know.
But I'm free!
Jan